Don't torture yourself.
You can search for the information, and strive to provide yourself with answers. Though will this even gain anything for peace of mind sake?
I have always said it is all about balance, so before enquiring into the touchy subject, evaluate whether it is worth the news. Is it going to benefit the self, or create more doubt than is necessary?
Curiosity killed the cat.
ReplyDeleteBut information brought it back. :-)
(So, what I'm trying to say is, myself I think it's better to know...)
Gotta write an email now and thank this guy who trained me and my friend in the park yesterday. This guy rocks up, maybe he's late 50's? 60?, and gives us an object lesson in old time English Prize Ring pugilism - punching, hammer fists, elbows, grappling throws all allowed, only thing not allowed are biting and eye gouging!!! (Sometimes I must admit I tend to over think things so it was a bit of a nice rest to do stuff like that instead in the park-so maybe you're right about balance.)